It has been so long
it has been so long since I have posted here, so much has happened and at the same time nothing has happened. I struggle to think of a reason why I have not blogged in the last few months – I am sorry I have no excuse….
It is coming towards the end of the year and the expectations of Christmas and holidays is spurring some anticipation within my family. I always find this a much harder time of the year to think of leaving my wife and kids, the planning and expectancy of the next few months powers me on at the moment.
It is difficult to think of a life alone with so much going on here, but things have started to move that means I must consider my future.
About 6 years ago I had a short affair with a guy I met at a beat in Brisbane, he was a wonderful guy, a great personality and vey loving. I know had I been free at the time the relationship would have gone much further. I have since run into him again and realise that I still have feelings for him and him for me, I dont know where this will lead but am waiting with much nervousness to find out.
Hey, Quin, sorry I’ve been gone from blogging for a while too. I know this post was 5 weeks ago, but my advice would be to forget the wonderful guy for now, unless you’re ready to be open and honest with your wife… I know that’s hard to do.
Thinking of you…