Updating….
First of all what is happening in my life. After sitting with the decisions around what was happening for me back in November, I came to the decision to end the relationship. This was a huge step as I have never felt the way I do about anyone else in my life the way that I feel about Nick.
When I told him my story and I was quite honest with him about my life and where I was at, he told me that he had already figured out that I was probably married/ or had been and that he didn’t care, he would wait until I was ready to move on. Well, that was almost a month ago now and I still here from him every day, I have tried to break off contact but this has not worked from his perspective.
I suppose in someways it is nice to know that he still feels strongly for me, but it is difficult as i need a clear head to get through the happenings in my own life, to sort things out and get some clear direction into the future. It also demonstrated to me the need for a deep connection to another man. The whole experience that I went through with Nick, has shaken every part of me and I still fear what it may mean in the future. Will we be together?
Hi Quin, great to see you back! I think I understand how you feel – I finally left our 19 year marriage last November, and just recently have met and emotionally connected with an amazing man. This is all new to me, and I’ve no idea what to anticipate – but it is telling me that I made the right decision, for me. My thoughts and prayers are with you in this difficult time. – W